::The Harbinger:: - True Colors...

Well, last night was very interesting...After work (and after I went home for a little bit) I decided I wanted to see Joe that night. So about an hour before he gets off, I drive over there and call Bronwen to see where she's at. She wasn't at home or at Kelly's, so I just went to McDonald's and was going to chill until Joe got off...but when I got there, there was Jess, Will, James, Bronwen and Gina waiting outside as well. So I talk to them, and they're trying to decide on a movie...but it would have been to late for me to go to the movies and make it home in time for fucking curfew...but then a minute later they decide they're gonna skip the movies and instead go get drunk at Will's apartment... Well, we go to Will's apartment before Joe gets off and james and will were both trying to call people to see who could get us alcohol..and eventually james got someone who lived over in woodlawn to do it...but first we had to go back and get Joe...which we did, and from there James, Bronwen and Gina went down to Woodlawn to get the stuff and joe went with me because we had to cash his paycheck and then go back to Will's. But along the way Joe told me some interesting news...apparently, NOBODY LIKES ME! Big surprise...I really didn't see it coming though. Bronwen and kelly were always saying I was really cool, but now Joe's telling me what they're saying when I'm not around...Kelly flat out said he thought I was a dick and Bronwen said Joe's changed a lot since i've come around and I'm getting too much attention from him that they're not...or some bullshit. And of course james has issues with me, but I always knew that. Later though Joe talked to Gina and Jess and both of them said they liked me, so there's always them...so anyway, I've decided I'm just not gonna hang out with them anymore. Joe, definitely. Maybe Gina and Jess or kate or something if they're not around bronwen kelly or james. But yeah...And Bronwen paid me back for the Cheshire Cat i bought her, but I later gave the money to Joe to give back to bronwen when I'm not around as sort of a slap in the face for her because I was NEVER mean to her or anything. But back to what happened last night...They got like five Smirnoff 40 oz., Joe got a six-pack Smirnoff Triple Black. Gina got a six pack Smirnoff something or another and James got a few Skyy Blue's. So they all sat around and drank, but since I was gonna be driving home, I only had a few sips or Joe's Triple Black and of a Skyy Blue. And then as it was getting around to 11, when Bronwen was supposed to be home, and she asked me if I could give her a ride. I reluctantly said yes if James couldn't do it, but then I thought james said he would...so anyway, Gina wanted a ride to Royal Farms to get some more cigs, so we go out, and Joe too, and bronwen comes running out asking why we didn't wait for her. I said i thought James was taking her and she gets pissed because she's already late...but then comes james to her rescue. I told her to get in the fucking car if she wanted a ride, but no....she went crawling to James and told him to take her home, so I said fuck it, and Joe, Gina and i drove off, and I honked the horn at them because they were pissing me off sooo bad. So we go to Royal Farms, Gina gets her cigarettes and we went back to Jess's. I drop them, but then it was time for me to go home... and yeah...Joe eventually walked to his mom's house from Will's (I did offer him a ride, but he wanted to stay there a while). When I got home, I was soo fucking tired that I practically just fell on my bed and went to sleep...but then Joe called me at 1:30 in the morning...and I honestly have no clue what he said (or what I said, but I'm pretty sure it was a lot of just 'uh huh...uh huh...') anymore...This morning was another 7 hour shift at Subway, and it sucked again, but I made it through. Tonight I won't get to see Joe though because he's working until close at McD's. But I think I'll get to see him once i get off tomorrow because i think he's working until 3 and i'm working until 6, so after that... Oh, and by the way...last night Joe told me he loved me (before he was drunk, by the way) and I really do love him, so yay..we're just one happy couple...Joe is all I really need...I don't need his friends or anything to be happy or entertained or whatever...Joe means everything to me.